December of Reddened Leaves.

You could call it only a ray of sunshine,

You could, I would only ever suppose.

Most would only suppose simple light.

I felt your smile within eloquent prose.

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Your dance of weariness remains so faint

As I still glare towards your unfaithful eyes.

Most would only dance in shades of grey.

I felt your terror forming endless lies.

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You could call it only a reddened leaf,

You could, I would only such remember.

Most would only remember the sun.

I felt your distance of that one December.

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Your song of trespassed hearts sings so heavy

As you continue melodies through snow.

Most would only sing of the emptiness.

I felt your warmth what feels long ago.

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You could call it only a drop of rain,

You could, I would only begin of a dream.

Most would only dream of cruel pretentions.

I felt your kiss, or so it may seem.

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Your painting of despair speaks of our truth

As I draw through your untouchable face.

Most would only paint of perfection.

I felt your sanity to always chase.

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You could call it only blooming flowers,

You could, I would only hope in romance.

Most would only hope within thse blossoms.

I felt your faith only begin to dance.

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Your script of scribbled bliss returns once more

As you write of such a wandering journey.

Most would only paraphrase elegance.

I felt your beauty with a solid yearning.

That night and you.

That night was bitter in its simplicity,
overwhelmingly so.
I crave to whisper thousands of words to you,
only returning
with thousands of disagreements.

That night was beautiful it its complexity,
twistedly so.
I cannot forget your scent of comfort
and sweet smoke.
I do not think I could ever forget you.

You are terrifying in your felicity,
perfectly so.
I have long since known better
and should know better,
yet I may just always return.

You are charming in your toxicity,
handsomely so.
I touch your hand with a faint smile
that will only fade by morning.
I never could forget you.